Back down or stay strong?

Life is a peculiar thing isn't it? One minute you find yourself enjoying the most of it and almost in an instant without any warning you're being thrown into the 'Life sucks' zone. Here i am wondering if i am the only one on this planet that felt this way.

Just a few days earlier something must have got onto my nerve, for no reason i was laughing non stop that i can barely stop even when i'm eating. Talk about embarassment. That time i was eating in McD with the whole people staring at me mouth stuffed laughing non-stop. Embarassing? No sir. None taken. In fact, i actually felt good about it. Felt good on how i was able to laugh without a care for the world on what they would think about me. Seriously folks, how often in life are u able to do that? U can't do it in the public places. U don't do that while u're in the class. U most definitely won't do that in places which people considered as 'High Class'. Well, as for me - it's all the same. When i want to laugh i will. What for u want to hold it back in when u can get it all out? The best therapy in the world i must say.

Laughing is the best medicine they say. What happens when u find urselfcan't laugh no more one day. What would they say then? U don't laugh when you've lost some1.. U don't laugh when some1 annoys u.. U certainly won't laugh when u know some1 didn't keep their promise.. What would u do then? What would u do to make urself laugh like u used to? In some way, laughing does seems like a way of releasing all ur emo and ur stress when u're on the brink of going crazy. No wonder i've been feeling crazy lately. Could this mean i'm on the brink of going crazy? Hopefully they won't lock me up in chains though..