Determination

Do u still remember the resolution that you would have at the beginning of each year? What you are going to do. Which habit that you're going to rid yoursef of? Some might to the extreme extent to have theirs written out to remind themselves. Well, i have bunch of resolutions over the past few years but none were actually done by me. For most of us, resolutions were made when we are reaching new year. As they say, new year new life right? So it is only right that we make resolutions at the beginning of each year.

But what about those who study in university? Of course it's the new resolutions at the beginning of each semester right? Ironic huh? Making resolutions twice a year. I dun know why but a sudden thought suddenly prompted me to write a post about having resolution. In fact, the thought came to my mind when i was washing the dishes awhile ago. So, what resolutions that an undergraduates have? From my own point of view and in fact quite a few times, the first and foremost have to be getting a better result each semester.

Getting a better result? Who am i kidding? How am i suppose to get good result when i wasn't even paying much of my attention during lectures let alone getting into the Dean List? The second that comes to mind would have to be not getting anything done at the last minute. Once again.. AM I KIDDING MYSELF? Truth be told, i've been trying very hard to get rid of this habit since the beggining but to no avail. Seriously. Who will finish everything on the spot? Look at the adults. U dun see them finish everything on the same day. It will always be there's time tmr.. Hmm... U think that's y we've grown accustomed to this excuse was bcoz of the adults? Wat a mystery to be solved.

Back down or stay strong?

Life is a peculiar thing isn't it? One minute you find yourself enjoying the most of it and almost in an instant without any warning you're being thrown into the 'Life sucks' zone. Here i am wondering if i am the only one on this planet that felt this way.

Just a few days earlier something must have got onto my nerve, for no reason i was laughing non stop that i can barely stop even when i'm eating. Talk about embarassment. That time i was eating in McD with the whole people staring at me mouth stuffed laughing non-stop. Embarassing? No sir. None taken. In fact, i actually felt good about it. Felt good on how i was able to laugh without a care for the world on what they would think about me. Seriously folks, how often in life are u able to do that? U can't do it in the public places. U don't do that while u're in the class. U most definitely won't do that in places which people considered as 'High Class'. Well, as for me - it's all the same. When i want to laugh i will. What for u want to hold it back in when u can get it all out? The best therapy in the world i must say.

Laughing is the best medicine they say. What happens when u find urselfcan't laugh no more one day. What would they say then? U don't laugh when you've lost some1.. U don't laugh when some1 annoys u.. U certainly won't laugh when u know some1 didn't keep their promise.. What would u do then? What would u do to make urself laugh like u used to? In some way, laughing does seems like a way of releasing all ur emo and ur stress when u're on the brink of going crazy. No wonder i've been feeling crazy lately. Could this mean i'm on the brink of going crazy? Hopefully they won't lock me up in chains though..

Whirlwind of a Week

Guten Tag! That's the basic greeting in German which stands for good day. Given that my command in this language is limited, that is all i know for the moment. But dun fret though, there will be a day that i am able to fully communicate in German!

The new semester has begun and so far everything is going well except for the assignments that was hurl at us in the very beginning. So far, i've been assigned with 2 projects which i have no idea on wat it requires or whatsoever. Hopefully i will be able to be rid of myself of the last minute habit which i've seem to gained over the semester... HAHA

Since there wasn't any night class for me in this semester, so, we went to preview the premier for the latest Harry Potter installment - Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince. I have to say though that although the movie is okay overall, but, it wasn't as interesting as i've expected it to be. From the start, the show is the very typical HP that we've seen over and over again. In the latest installment, there's a lot of scenes that shows us the infatuation (i dun know if this word is the right one or not) between the main characters that we have grown familiar over the last few ones. The only feedback from the movie that i got from my friend straight away after the show was that there was no climax in this one that many had expected. As usual, the experience is totally different when u had read the book compared to watching the show for the first time.

For those who've seen me these few days, you must've noticed the acne's that i have growing out on my face for the past few days. Part of it can be blamed on the schedule that i have since the new semester in the uni has begun and part of it was the food intake that i had for the past few weeks. It was always fried nuggets, fried eggs, fried mee, and everything fried all together that i've lost count of what i took. Aside from this, it was probably the lack of sleep as well. For no reason, the headaches always get to me whenever i'm in MALACCA.. HAHA. It does beginning to get me wondering if there's anything wrong with this place or maybe it is cursed... HAHAHA